When all I needed was a picture..

I suddenly feel

very stupid

I'm glad

i deleted the post

argh

-.-

Tonight

All I wanna do is have some fun

I got a feeling Im not the only one

All I wanna do is have some fun

Until the sun comes up over santa monica boulevard

[Sheryl Crow - All I want to do]

The end.. :)

Finally, exams are over.. which means college is over!! Like, for real. It's really over.. well, unless I get a call from the college telling me I can't graduate on the 6th of December ..then I'd have to do another semester..which means going back to college in Jan. -.- Now we all don't want that to happen right? So.. hopefully I won't get that call.. and hopefully I'll graduate with an okok average..okok enough for me to enter the Uni I am planning to go to.

Anyway, I ended my exam week with the Economics paper.. oh boy was it a tough one. =/ yeah..then we went to AC to eat and foos for a while..then Al and I went to pick Mel up from her house. We nearly got the wrong house :P ahaha

Then headed to Al's place and took a cab to the Kelana Jaya LRT station then to Kl Sentral, cross over and took the Monorail to Imbi. It was a looong tiring journey. got on the wrong train like twice!! ahaha :P

Then we went to Sg Wang, walked around and got some cheap wearable stuff there. Sg Wang is huge -.- yeah, then we walked in KL for a bit, and headed to Pavillion. =) it's magical, once again. This time I walked around Pav.. :p looking for Aldo, where Juju works and saw her after a long time. Needed a good hug then. Miss that woman...

Yeah, then we headed back to my place, chilled and ate dinner there and the girls left. One helluva day which i enjoyed a lot. Should do it again =)

Today went to MV with my mum to supposedly go shopping. lol. Wanted to look for a coat/formal jacket. Went to like Padini, Seed, G2000 and saw NONE that looked ok on me. they all looked so ... bulky =/ anyway, i took my mum to go watch a movie. ahahah =P it's like the first time my mum and I have ever done that. =P she hates going to the movies, but one day she was like "oo i wouldn't mind watching Enchanted in the cinema" so i was like.. ok la, we go watch today :P pretty ok show. I love the squirrel. ahaha Oh, there was a frog in front of my house :P

After the movie, thought we'd get some shopping done. Ended up going to Eclipse and getting a pair each. OOO i love my new heels =) =) =) =) we were supposed to go get a Cheongsam for me...buuutttt.. didnt =P too tired =P so we went home. lol

another tiring day for me.. I shall lie in tmr and have a good 18 hours sleep.. i need it -.-

I think pink and grey totally ngam..my future house and cat is going to be that colour -.-

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize,

it's too lateI said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

(But that's nothing new)

Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue

And you say

Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,

But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize,

it's too lateI said it's too late to apologize,

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground...

Apologize - Timbaland feat One Republic

**I know its an old song, but its still awsome

Split Second..

Today was our first day of exams !!

Calculus and International Business man

ooo man, the day started in a scary way

I thought that if i took the bus I'd reach college by 7.30 and have time to study till 9am

well, i thought that my Calculus exam was at 9

when actually it wasnt!!!!

Kenny told my friend and I that it starts at 8..

and yeah, he was right

and you can never guess how panicked i was..

oo well, so yeah, just sat for the exam at 8

and sat for IB at 3

A very very tiring day it was..

and quite a sad one too..

but whatever la..

Anyway, i drove home today..

even though i was actually very very sleepy..

while driving on the NPE

i realized i was actually dozing off slowly

and the car was swerving a bit..

so I had to perk up

then.. as i was nearing Bangsar,

i kinda blanked out for a bit,

was like in my own world

thinking..

next thing i knew

i was heading for the divider that jutted out of no where

the way my mum screamed

was just..

i dont know, scary..

my heart just fell..

and i was really scared

it felt awful..

luckily, i managed to avoid the divider in time..

Up to now im still scared over what happened..

I don't know what actually happened

or what i was thinking

Don't wanna be in that situation anymore

=/

Anyway, one more paper to go

and college is done

hopefully, I'll do well..

*You make me sad

It's not the end, It's just the beginning...

I can't believe it! Yesterday was our last day in college, as in last day for actual classes and regular time tables. The semester has finally come to an end. It is already the end of the year. And it felt like yesterday we were complaining about how long more we had in college. and now.. it's over. Well, not really over la, considering we still have to go to college to sit for our finals next week, but.. it ain't the same. =S

SobbadeeSob

But i was quite hyper la yday, didn't want it to be a depressing day.. but i was like so freaking tired otw home and slept in the busssssssss..and nearly accidentally stuck my toe in Zhi's mouth/nose hole. Sorry Zhi =/ even i was shocked.. lol

Lemme state what i'm gonna miss :

+ waking up early to go to college.. a little bit la =P

+ driving to Mc'd'z [pick up point]

+ sleeping in the bus

+ having to grumble about the rainy mornings

+ sharing my pink umbrella with kawans

+ tuna twist

+ Chris making me bang into something

+ Cheryl's loud morning call =)

+ Mac Centre-ing

+ walking up 4 fricking flights of stairs *hope it went to good use

+ the lecturers

+ msging in class

+ dozing off in class

+ feeling nervous having to answer a question in class

+ going into MPH toilet

+ swearing because the MPH toilet was closed/the cleaning lady slamming the door in ur face

+ the busy corridors

+ hugging and kissing friends in the middle of the stairs/corridors

+ making a hell lot of noise

+ being late for mr M's class

+ standing at the back of mr M's class for being late

+ AC [Asia Cafe]

+ the food, even though its expensive, and the fried rice gave Al and I food poisoning =(

+ Foosball

+ Being Yee Keong's experimental guinea pig

+ Card playing with Al and Mel and everyone else

+ Gossiping

+ Meeting Fimy Khoo and Claire on D floor or C floor

+ Bumping into WMS friends

+ our horny talks on the bus otw home

+ all the funny-ass crap we talk about

+ waiting for people at the bottom of the stairs to go for lunch

+ 1.oopm -------> LUNCH

+ LAN class

+ practical jokes

+ Monday blue's but having ur friends change it into Monday woohoo's

+ carrying that big blue heavy calculus book

+ rushing assignments

+ Mc'Dz in Subang

+ Subang

+ Pool

+ repetition of the same songs in Ac

+ my ding ding shots [foosball]

+ other people's PANG shots [foosball]

+ buying reload

+ Cam whoring

+ My friends..all of them..

....the list goes on, and I'll add on =)

as of now, exam time!!!!! so, back to the books -.- ...

a few pictures first of course =)

The Week

omg =P i just deleted an entire post... by clicking ... oh, i forgot what i clicked.. but oh well :P I'll start again, by saying, Holy Mama was by fav word back in primary school. I mean, you gotta say it the Diva style way =P lol!!!

anyway, am i glad it's a Satuday!! It was The most Hectic-ness of the week since a gedongdong long time. lol so, woohhooo!! but boohoo cause it's nearing our finals. But woohoo cause then we're done with college ! but that's a boohoo too, cause... well.. college is over!!!! .. :S so im in a state of confusion at the mo. =S ...i wish my English was bombastic -.-

oh well!!! It was a good Friday night =) Samantha and I planned a surprise birthday for Julia and it went well =) though our plan kinda backfired =P cause Sam and Ju were behind us when we wanted to surprise em =P ahaha, but oh well, juju said she was, and i qoute "over-whelmed" =) hope you enjoyed your night juz =)

*Thank you all for coming =)

and i finally stepped into Pavillion. and omgosh..its awsome, magical! Ooooo the jaguar car in front is the BOMB. and KL at night is... sooooo pretty. I don't wanna leave KL =( Sob... oh well, can't wait till the exams are over and we can all explore KL bit by bit. =P

picturessssssssssss =)

my HEART fell from a TAAAAALLLL coconut tree..

Yes it did !!! my heart literally fell from where it was placed all the way to my little toe with the mole on it. -.- i swear!!! i almost lost my blog! omg omg omg...fuck fuck fuck..

HOW?..and WHY?

because i was playing around with the template thingie..and suddenly everything in the HTML *Wth does that stand for????* disappeared!! and i tried to log in to my blog and it said what it usually says when u can't enter a website. ooooooo i was sweating.. i swear.. it was a terrible feeling..i thought it was gone...forever !!!!!! ..**sweat

BUT..

but its not. thank goodness *phew*.. my comp was laggy so i let it chill for a while, and tried again.. ahhhh.. i saw my green monster.. my blog i mean.. oo i got message from Facebook. lol and it said, Adam wrote on ur wall. lol !!! I miss that papadam! ok, back to 'work' and blog skin browsing..

i want to try and be someone i thought i'd never be, someone i couldn't imagine myself as, someone who really isn't me..

why not?

afterall, i'm still trying to find out who i really am, the real me..

no harm in exploring a little bit..

stop me when I can't stop myself..

clsl

History..sort of repeats itself

i was reading my old blog

the one in Friendster

and I'm disappointed

to say that now,

i feel like how i did then,

i broke my own promise

i made to

myself

Does that show

i'm weak?

i guess to me

it does

But,

it's as though i kept it all in

till last night,

it's been a while,

probably because

i was keeping my promise

to myself

haven't really progressed

have i?

feel stupid now

because i was so confident

i was progressing,

it's like i was fooling

myself

made myself think

everything was ok

when it wasn't

when i was really

longing for it to be ok

i was pretending

so much so

i couldn't control it anymore,

ended up hurting

myself

pretty dumb eh?

guess history does repeat itself

or maybe,

i just repeat my dumb mistakes

myself

Takamine

My Takamine

Few weeks ago, I dreamnt I was playing my guitar. But didn't do it. Last night however, I dreamnt I was playing it again. So after lunch, I cut my nails like really short (big mistake) and played my guitar, after a long time. I don't really know how to play it, as I only went for 3 lessons..4 months ago -.-

Wanted to try "more than words". Would be easy for other guitar players, but it was a challenge for me. I finally got the beginning right, as in the rhythm and stuff, after a long time. -.- Doesn't come that easily though, my fingers are hurting a lot now..but it was worth it. I'd rather feel more of this pain than the one I felt before playing my guitar..

Anyway, I spent my day in my room.. which was really cold, but I felt hot. So I thought I was having a fever (even though you're supposed to feel cold when having fever...) My mum said I had a slight fever, my dad said I didnt -.- So now i dont know, my neck still feels hot though..probably lack of sleep..

At least I accomplished something today..my guitar playing. Guess dreams do try and tell you something..not all dreams though..Going back to my guitar now..

clsl

Middle of the week..

It was a gooood night,
celebrating Al's pre-birthday
in The Apartment
n then Laundry bar
(7.11.07)

Followed Al and Mel back from college
went to Bangsar
dropped by home to get ready
and hopped back in the car to Al's house
Got ready in time
went to the Curve
=)

Ate Chicken in the Bag
the weird mushroom dish
yummmmmy

=)

Then headed to Laundry Bar,
enjoyed the old school
boogaloo music ----> hip hop
drank
danced
camwhored
and had a good time
till 1.am

Happy Early Birthday Alina Lim
hope you had
and awsome
orgasm time
=)

I will try not to bother anymore
I will try not to worry anymore

I will try not to think about it anymore

I will try not to cry over it anymore

I will try not to get hurt by it anymore

I will try to pick myself up from where i fell down.

All this i will try, my very best..

so should you...