Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Answer me

I am currently in a pretty messed up situation..

well, it's not that bad, just that, i hate being in situations as such..

Somehow, i realize, I'm always stuck in these kinda situations..

like, it's repeating itself..

testing to see if i make the same "mistake" (if i may call it) again..

truth is, maybe I want to make that "mistake"

I don't know..

I need space and time from the main causes contributing to the complications of this situation

I need a guide..a proper one..

I dont want it to repeat anymore..

I don't want to go through the whole thing again

I'm looking for something new..

I'm finding myself slowly..

& I think I need to do it alone

that too I'm not sure..

pfft.. how terrible

not knowing what I really want..

right now, I want to be safe.. and to feel secure..

Happy Good Friday & Easter to all

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

The day I..

I feel like typing :P and telling the whole world how my days have been like

and I'm happy to say, its been going fine..

I think I'm settling down in Perth..but I'm not calling it home.. lol

I still miss KL..and my family.. and friends..and spike..

saw him the other day, he looks more good looking everytime i see him

can't wait to go back home, and kiss the doggyness outta him

lol...ahah.. so yeah, i've got some decisions to make about a lot of stuff

some'll end up in a mess..guess I'd have to clean it up

some'll ends up alright..i hope

bllleaggghhh..

I played softball last Sunday..ahah

Got a strike out..but managed to hit one ball ..a foul ball !

so i still got sent out..ahahah dunggue la me :p

it was an experience !!! :p

oh well.. sometimes i dont know why I'm not strong enough to say NO.

argh...I'll have to learn at some point..pffft

anyway.. besides all that, it's all goood

:)

cass

Saturday, March 8, 2008

No limits

I laugh at what I think, feel and do.. or at least, attempt to do

My imagination...gosh..tsk tsk..you'd be ashamed

However, sometimes I wish SOME would happen, cause then it'll make some issues easier to forget

Making it easier for me to walk and move on

Tomorrow is another day..

PS :- I wore leggings today!!! and I'm gonna miss my mum.. She'll be going back home tmr :(

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Baby Steps

So, it has been like a week plus since i've stayed in the college?

warming up to this whole new thing yet? ... Sorta i guess, getting luke warm..hopefully it'll warm up soon..

Lectures started yesterday, had like only one lecture - Statistics -.-

Today had like 3 lectures but at like sane times..as in not at 8am

Tmr i have an 8am class.. how depressing..oh, and thats all for tmr. Just one 8am lecture. Sob

Don't know if I actually sorted out my timetable properly =/

Seems like I have a pretty spaced out one, but now Im thinking, maybe I should have squeezed it all so that I can end earlier or something or like not have such a big gap

oh well.. its only for one semester, which hopefully (Good and Bad) will pass fast


the unknown, i'll never know
that's why there is doubt..


I feel like eating a good pizza, and sipping a hot chocolate.

omg, just now during dinner I wanted to get hot chocoloate but it came out like, mud waterrrrr

eeeeeeewwwww...

i guess it ran out :P

I shouldn't _____
but I am...
Love,
me

Ps :- Some days you disappear, some days you come back.
Make up ur mind...

Monday, March 3, 2008

you cunning little bitch
:)