I am currently in a pretty messed up situation..
well, it's not that bad, just that, i hate being in situations as such..
Somehow, i realize, I'm always stuck in these kinda situations..
like, it's repeating itself..
testing to see if i make the same "mistake" (if i may call it) again..
truth is, maybe I want to make that "mistake"
I don't know..
I need space and time from the main causes contributing to the complications of this situation
I need a guide..a proper one..
I dont want it to repeat anymore..
I don't want to go through the whole thing again
I'm looking for something new..
I'm finding myself slowly..
& I think I need to do it alone
that too I'm not sure..
pfft.. how terrible
not knowing what I really want..
right now, I want to be safe.. and to feel secure..
Happy Good Friday & Easter to all
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
The day I..
I feel like typing :P and telling the whole world how my days have been like
and I'm happy to say, its been going fine..
I think I'm settling down in Perth..but I'm not calling it home.. lol
I still miss KL..and my family.. and friends..and spike..
saw him the other day, he looks more good looking everytime i see him
can't wait to go back home, and kiss the doggyness outta him
lol...ahah.. so yeah, i've got some decisions to make about a lot of stuff
some'll end up in a mess..guess I'd have to clean it up
some'll ends up alright..i hope
bllleaggghhh..
I played softball last Sunday..ahah
Got a strike out..but managed to hit one ball ..a foul ball !
so i still got sent out..ahahah dunggue la me :p
it was an experience !!! :p
oh well.. sometimes i dont know why I'm not strong enough to say NO.
argh...I'll have to learn at some point..pffft
anyway.. besides all that, it's all goood
:)
cass
and I'm happy to say, its been going fine..
I think I'm settling down in Perth..but I'm not calling it home.. lol
I still miss KL..and my family.. and friends..and spike..
saw him the other day, he looks more good looking everytime i see him
can't wait to go back home, and kiss the doggyness outta him
lol...ahah.. so yeah, i've got some decisions to make about a lot of stuff
some'll end up in a mess..guess I'd have to clean it up
some'll ends up alright..i hope
bllleaggghhh..
I played softball last Sunday..ahah
Got a strike out..but managed to hit one ball ..a foul ball !
so i still got sent out..ahahah dunggue la me :p
it was an experience !!! :p
oh well.. sometimes i dont know why I'm not strong enough to say NO.
argh...I'll have to learn at some point..pffft
anyway.. besides all that, it's all goood
:)
cass
Saturday, March 8, 2008
No limits
I laugh at what I think, feel and do.. or at least, attempt to do
My imagination...gosh..tsk tsk..you'd be ashamed
However, sometimes I wish SOME would happen, cause then it'll make some issues easier to forget
Making it easier for me to walk and move on
Tomorrow is another day..
PS :- I wore leggings today!!! and I'm gonna miss my mum.. She'll be going back home tmr :(
My imagination...gosh..tsk tsk..you'd be ashamed
However, sometimes I wish SOME would happen, cause then it'll make some issues easier to forget
Making it easier for me to walk and move on
Tomorrow is another day..
PS :- I wore leggings today!!! and I'm gonna miss my mum.. She'll be going back home tmr :(
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Baby Steps
So, it has been like a week plus since i've stayed in the college?
warming up to this whole new thing yet? ... Sorta i guess, getting luke warm..hopefully it'll warm up soon..
Lectures started yesterday, had like only one lecture - Statistics -.-
Today had like 3 lectures but at like sane times..as in not at 8am
Tmr i have an 8am class.. how depressing..oh, and thats all for tmr. Just one 8am lecture. Sob
Don't know if I actually sorted out my timetable properly =/
Seems like I have a pretty spaced out one, but now Im thinking, maybe I should have squeezed it all so that I can end earlier or something or like not have such a big gap
oh well.. its only for one semester, which hopefully (Good and Bad) will pass fast
warming up to this whole new thing yet? ... Sorta i guess, getting luke warm..hopefully it'll warm up soon..
Lectures started yesterday, had like only one lecture - Statistics -.-
Today had like 3 lectures but at like sane times..as in not at 8am
Tmr i have an 8am class.. how depressing..oh, and thats all for tmr. Just one 8am lecture. Sob
Don't know if I actually sorted out my timetable properly =/
Seems like I have a pretty spaced out one, but now Im thinking, maybe I should have squeezed it all so that I can end earlier or something or like not have such a big gap
oh well.. its only for one semester, which hopefully (Good and Bad) will pass fast
the unknown, i'll never know
that's why there is doubt..
I feel like eating a good pizza, and sipping a hot chocolate.
omg, just now during dinner I wanted to get hot chocoloate but it came out like, mud waterrrrr
eeeeeeewwwww...
i guess it ran out :P
I shouldn't _____
but I am...
Love,
me
Ps :- Some days you disappear, some days you come back.
Make up ur mind...
Monday, March 3, 2008
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