Me, in pieces..

Orange is the new Red -.-

2008-04-25T16:14:00.002+08:00

ahaha yes, I'm back to being orange, but not here in blogspot, but in live journal.

after like almost a month and a half, I've picked up the courage to spread my new address

leecass.livejournal.com

yes...leecass and not casslee cause casslee was already taken, and cassandra was just too long and cassandra lee was even longer so, leecass it was. Sounds abit obscene but erase that statement :P

so...yar.. im still new at this posting blogging thingy majigy..soooo yar.. bleagh -.-

bye bye blogspot

2008-04-22T22:44:00.005+08:00

Answer me

2008-03-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

I am currently in a pretty messed up situation..

well, it's not that bad, just that, i hate being in situations as such..

Somehow, i realize, I'm always stuck in these kinda situations..

like, it's repeating itself..

testing to see if i make the same "mistake" (if i may call it) again..

truth is, maybe I want to make that "mistake"

I don't know..

I need space and time from the main causes contributing to the complications of this situation

I need a guide..a proper one..

I dont want it to repeat anymore..

I don't want to go through the whole thing again

I'm looking for something new..

I'm finding myself slowly..

& I think I need to do it alone

that too I'm not sure..

pfft.. how terrible

not knowing what I really want..

right now, I want to be safe.. and to feel secure..

Happy Good Friday & Easter to all

The day I..

2008-03-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

I feel like typing :P and telling the whole world how my days have been like

and I'm happy to say, its been going fine..

I think I'm settling down in Perth..but I'm not calling it home.. lol

I still miss KL..and my family.. and friends..and spike..

saw him the other day, he looks more good looking everytime i see him

can't wait to go back home, and kiss the doggyness outta him

lol...ahah.. so yeah, i've got some decisions to make about a lot of stuff

some'll end up in a mess..guess I'd have to clean it up

some'll ends up alright..i hope

bllleaggghhh..

I played softball last Sunday..ahah

Got a strike out..but managed to hit one ball ..a foul ball !

so i still got sent out..ahahah dunggue la me :p

it was an experience !!! :p

oh well.. sometimes i dont know why I'm not strong enough to say NO.

argh...I'll have to learn at some point..pffft

anyway.. besides all that, it's all goood

:)

cass

No limits

2008-03-08T20:12:00.004+08:00

I laugh at what I think, feel and do.. or at least, attempt to do

My imagination...gosh..tsk tsk..you'd be ashamed

However, sometimes I wish SOME would happen, cause then it'll make some issues easier to forget

Making it easier for me to walk and move on

Tomorrow is another day..

PS :- I wore leggings today!!! and I'm gonna miss my mum.. She'll be going back home tmr :(

Baby Steps

2008-03-04T20:04:00.006+08:00

So, it has been like a week plus since i've stayed in the college?

warming up to this whole new thing yet? ... Sorta i guess, getting luke warm..hopefully it'll warm up soon..

Lectures started yesterday, had like only one lecture - Statistics -.-

Today had like 3 lectures but at like sane times..as in not at 8am

Tmr i have an 8am class.. how depressing..oh, and thats all for tmr. Just one 8am lecture. Sob

Don't know if I actually sorted out my timetable properly =/

Seems like I have a pretty spaced out one, but now Im thinking, maybe I should have squeezed it all so that I can end earlier or something or like not have such a big gap

oh well.. its only for one semester, which hopefully (Good and Bad) will pass fast

the unknown, i'll never know

that's why there is doubt..

I feel like eating a good pizza, and sipping a hot chocolate.

omg, just now during dinner I wanted to get hot chocoloate but it came out like, mud waterrrrr

eeeeeeewwwww...

i guess it ran out :P

I shouldn't _____

but I am...

Love,

Ps :- Some days you disappear, some days you come back.

Make up ur mind...

2008-03-03T16:02:00.001+08:00

you cunning little bitch

updates updates cup cakes -.-

2008-02-26T19:42:00.005+08:00

Aaaaah i've been a bad bad girl..tsk tsk, haven't been updating my watever-u-wanna-call-it-but-its-still-my-blog blog.

and soooo many things have been happening.. ok la not that many.

updates :

** I'm in Perth and will be here for the next three years or so

** My appetite has been growing scary-ly

** I miss Spike

** I miss my friends

** I miss FOOD...Malaysian Food

** I want roti canai

ok, those weren't updates, but yeah. Proper updates include :

** Farewell at Cheryl's gambling session

** Farewell at home :)

** Farewell at Hakkah Restaurant

** Farewell at home again :)

** Friends coming over on Valentines day

** 2 greatest butts seeing me off from home (Lady Rufimy Khoo & Sir Ronald Lim)

** Reaching Perth Airport and having to wait an hour going through the custom line

** Scouting around for accommodation

** Wondering around, enjoying home cooked food at aunties place

** Meeting up with Jo Chee and Gideon

** Moving in

** Orientation & Enrolement

yeah, so currently I'm staying in a residential college near my uni, so it's faster to walk to uni. My campus is huge and really really pretty :)

it has spacious green grass and ponds and huge ass trees and the building is like made out of big old bricks.

I feel like a princess in a castle

ahah ok la, not until like that :p but u get what i mean. lol

and the other day when i was walking, there was a marriage ceremony going on!! :)

oh and there are ducks!!! ahaha so cute, i think i wanna adopt one and treat it like Spike

ok, i dont have that many pics I took in Perth. I have a few, but will do soon when I settle down.

I can't possible be holding a camera and like snapping pics around uni :p I look more like a tourist then a student !

i dont know why but i cant load pics here :(

My happiest..

2008-02-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

wish sometimes, you could appreciate us a little bit more...

that's all I ask for...

this New Year '08.

Rice ----> Rat -----> Snake

2008-02-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

My title is the food chain

which should prove that this year should be good for snakes
like me
=)

Chinese Dinner reunion people!! I'm sure everyone is/was with their family eating awsome home cooked Chinese food. This year, again, the Lee's (my family =P ) had the dinner in our house. Apparently we had it last year too, but I can't remember =S oh dear...but yeah, it went well. My dad cooked all the dishes..and I helped by cutting mushrooms =P lol...

Earlier in the day, my dad and I went Chinese deco shopping. Well, that wasn't the whole purpose of going out la..but while getting my dad's golf club fixed, we stumbled upon this Chinese shop that sold a few hanging red things. So we bought some =P never before was our house decorated with any Chinese deco. This is a first..lol

So...yeah, Ang Pow!!! =) Will be going visiting on the second day..so tmr, just gonna gather in my house again, wait for people to come and play Gin Rummi =D haven't played in ages ! ..probably in a year, since last Chinese New Year. lol so looking forward to that !

Yesterday, Caryn called the usual people =D to have dinner in the Curve. So we met up and ate in TGIF. Was nice to see everyone especially Caryn and Preetha cause I haven't seen them for so long! .. It was my last time seeing Ryn and Hann =( Sob...

oh well..pictures..

2008-02-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

Yes..I'm down

Rose...

2008-02-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

ooooops, i left the "tissue rose" in Burger King
walked out and kinda forgot about it
but had a nagging feeling i left something behind
just couldn't figure out what
=/
it was a pretty rose..thought it was made out of the tissue in Modestos..
lol

it was...

Claire's Farewell & Sarah's Belated 19th Birthday

They had the bash in Modestos, Hartamas
which was pretty hard to find initially
lol
sooo many people were there
and it was awsome to see them all
:)

Pictures !!

My last..

2008-02-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

IT WAS MY LAST SALSA CLASS TODAY

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AND I ONLY KNEW THIS WHEN THE CLASS ENDED

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THEY ARE CANCELLING NEXT WEEK CAUSE ITS CNY

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THE FOLLOWING SATURDAY...I WONT BE HERE !!!!

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I AM OFFICIALLY...

SPEECHLESS

If only you'd realize sooner..

Its kinda too late now...

Don't think you actually care...

whatever...

Aeroplanes don't fly..

2008-02-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

It says, "1st February 2008- the day Al left - ='( sooooob! we love u al"

al-bo-bal has left Msia
=(
and it just hit me now
as i sit in my room
alone
=(

come back woman!!!!
soooobbb

or..

see u in GoldCoast in the middle of the year
=)
Raj will settle everything
we just pay
lol

So..the pictures
in KLIA
that we took
=(
=)

Besides sending Al off,

I got my laptop today =)

and im typing this from it now!

and i figured how to sync songs to the ipod - which will remind me of Al

lol

And the weekend shall pass by again...

SuperFlai...

2008-01-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

Mel, u are my update reminder woman.
ahahah everytime i read your "Cass, update please"
i feel bad.
ahahah
So I shall do what Cheryl did :p
the shortcut way
=)

Monday (21st Jan 2008)

I met up with the gang in college
but i had to take the KTM
Pelabuhan Klang
lol!!
it was sooooo freaky scary aaaah
but i survived
and it was sooo slow
but i reached
lol

Tuesday

I think i did nothing
then went to the dance studio for a while
and went to buy mint chocolate chip ice cream
from Baskin&Robins
yummmmmmmmeeeeee
then I think i went home
:p

Wednesday

I forgot what I did
I think we went Sunway Lagoon
Yeah!!! it was a holiday right??
yeah, we all went Sunway Lagoon and it was so so much fun
ahaha especially the water slide thingie
wooo
wanna go again

Thursday

Mr. Clinton Chee's Birthday Bash in Maisons

Friday

Samantha's Belated Birthday Bash
in a Jap Restaurant at Legend Hotel
everyone was there
almost lah
:P
It was good to see u all ppl !!!

Saturday

Can't remember
think i stayed home

Sunday

Stayed home again i think
:p
Gosh my memory..

Monday (28th Jan 2008)

Went to MV with mum!!

lol

bought my uni bag

sort of

Tuesday

Chilled at home
Met up with Alina and Aurora at Starbucks

And today, we're celebrating Al's farewell
at BarClub KL
She's leaving on the 1st
=(
which is this Friday
=(
I'll only see her at the end of the year
sooooobbbssssssss
So the pics will come..after tonight
I'm bringing my camera !!!!!
Oh, the pics from Sam's Bday bash will be added..
soon
:p

The Sabah-ness I can't get enough of..

2008-01-20T16:35:00.000+08:00

Finally! ahaha

pictures from Sabah

Feast ur eyes

lol

I love Sabah

wanna go back there now =(

My banana yellow nail :::

2008-01-19T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hello, Hell

lol, saw that on a shrit in FOS yday when i met up with Fimster, Cherylster and Justinester ... -.- Right now, I'm looking for images of a banana.. to suit my title for this post :p lol I used to hate eating bananas :p but I'm ok with it now.. lol not that I would pick it up and eat it, but i remember during the terry fox run, Mel and I were offered a banana each by this pretty good looking Sunway white lecturer.. and we took it..and ate it.. even though we weren't a big fan of bananas. At least I wasn't, can't remember if Mel likes bananas.. oh well!!! The things we do .. ahaha.. I miss you Mel.

So, i've been stuck at home catching up Julia's desperate housewives..but i think the discs were a bit wonky..cause.. there were some parts missing =( But I'm on season two!!! ahaha lol.. i'm so lousy with these series thingies -.- Always ketinggalan zaman. Omg.. i remember one tree hill. I'd cry and like feel super emo over that show man. Sophia Bush is hot !! ahaha ok random.

still looking for my banana picture.. roar! OH ! I FOUND IT! so puuuurfect !

I'm still sick!! boohooo.. stupid ass of a cough. =( Maybe i made it worse when I ate ice cream and chocolate chip cookies =S oh sobs..

ATTENTION ALL ICPU-IANS *you know who u are* ------->> I miss ya'll =(

And so I shall post pictures now.. from Sabah! and my banana picture :p

omg..for the past 20 minutes, i've been trying to post pictures from Sabah, but my comp just keeps shutting down!!!. argh!!!.. -.- Sorry, but i'll post them as soon as my comp has been upgraded.. or when i really have nothing to do but restart my comp everytime it shuts down and continue with the uploading of pictures. -.-

Till the next time I change my fingernail colour

oh AL ! i think i knw where u got ur super bright blue and pink nail polish :p I bought the yellow one. ahaha :p Miss u AL!

2008-01-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

Ok that previous post was actually typed in the day after i got back from sabah and edited like a few days after..but i just posted it today! talk about procrastinating man!!.. tsk tsk.. anyway, this post is written today, and WILL be posted today as well. lol Anyway, 2008 year of the rat..I'm a snake. Snakes eat rats.. so does that mean that 2008 will be a good year for snakes? lol.. feng shui and lillian too.. :P

Yeah..the countdown wasn't a blast, but the few days after was.. when i was still in Sabah la.. got to thinking about a lot of things..like how my 2007 was.. and thinking about it, it wasn't all that good..went through a whole lot of shit..but then no doubt there were some good times..This year is definately gonna be different.. like my grandma told me "your life is just beginning" lol.. she sounds so cute when she says that..anyway, I'll be studying in University of Western Australia, Perth..and I'll be leaving exactly one month from today. I'm partially excited yet nervous.. but I guess I'll be alright..

I am a bit sad.. but like I just can't wait to be free.. like I feel if i'm still in KL, i'd hold on to memories that I should have long gone forgotten.. and I will definately still be pampered in the sense of like the laundry doing, and the preparing of food and stuff like that..

aaaaahh.. I'm mumbling but like I still have a lot to say -.-
Right now, I'm just... sad. yeah..

Title-less

2008-01-05T22:53:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello!!!

Back from KK, Sabah! =)

had a gooood relaxing time in Sabah..well, had a relaxing time before the girls came over la =P

managed to read 3 good books and just like kick back and relax

and then....

the girls arrived! ahaha :P

was like so excited when i was waiting at the arrival centre :P

I made like a "Julia and Dee May" on a piece of paper so that they'd know it's me :P

felt so anxious and excited

like a parent waiting for their kid :P

and then i saw them..woooooooo

Lemme try and recall what we did from the day they arrived

Day 1 : *airport *Rest at home *Went to Warisan Square *The Yatch Club - Tanjung Aru Beach

Day 2 : * Gaya Street (Flee Market) *WATEK *Centrepoint *Tanjung Aru Beach *Elaina's Kenduri Dinner *Drinking in the Yatch Club *Drinking in UpperStar

Day 3 : *Brunch at SGCC *Karambunai Beach *5 Course New Years Eve Dinner at Grazie *Sutera Harbour Marina Car Park for countdown *Blue Note

Day 4 : *Kampung Wedding *Tanjung Aru Beach for Sunset *Dinner at Grazie again

Day 5 : *Island - Pulau Sapi *Seafood dinner at Garden Seafood *Blue Note

Day 6 : *Buffet Lunch at Hyatt Hotel *Cousin's house *Blue Note - Ladies Night + Cover Girl

Day 7 : *Fly back to KL

So ya !!!! .. ahahah learnt a lot from this trip! and i really enjoyed it to the max ! though now I'm sick..oh well, will upload the pics after I've settled some stuff !! ~~

Toodle doo :)

2007-12-20T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hey there party people!!! ahaha.. haven't been blogging for a while but actually I haven't done anything much! so yea :p Im at home now, (duh) and I'm going to catch my flight to Sabah which is at 9.55 pm, so I gotta leave the house soon! Dad asked if I wanted to try take the train from KL Sentral, since i've never sat on that train =) would be fun!!! ahahah

Oh well, Christmas is cominggggg!!!! and im so excited!!! I'm like carrying one hand luggage full of Xmas deco cause my gma bought like a 6 foot tree for their new house and Im gonna spend the whole weekend doing it up! if i can get internet access in the house, I'll post the pictures =D can't wait!!! =D ahaha. ok :P

lol, oh well, I knw i'll be missing a couple of Xmas gatherings back here in KL, ( I am sorry!!! ) :S but have like alot alot of fun!!!! =D kinda sad im missing out on the secret santa thingie !!! ahaah =D would have been fun!

anyway, won't be back till like the 4th of Jan!!!.. oooh !!! 2 of my closest friends would be joining me next Sat ( Julia and Dee May ) and Im hoping they'll enjoy the trip =) ooo can't wait to go to the island.. or like just sit on the beach, watch the sunset with like a bottle of beer in one hand.... *fantasizing......

aaaah ! im so excited !!! ahaha, oh well, hope everybodies xmas and new year would be awsome =) and i'll see ya'll when i get back!!! i owe a couple of people a one on one or a two on two or a three on three outing!.. i'm gonna miss my baby Spike =( sob sob sob sob sob.. wish i could stuff him in my bag!!!.. =(

oh well, gonna spend some quality family time and stuff myself with yummy food in KK! =) gotta go now i guess, take care and have a merry christmas =) and a happy new year !!!!! muaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxo ... lol :P

Pointing Fingers

2007-12-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

oooo! I went to Mv with my mum again today

was a better shopping day

compared to that Monday we went

-.-

and i saw

the most beautiful guy

*faints*

and i thought maybe he was like arabian or whatever

but then as he walked by with his friend

he spoke fluent English

*faints*

my mum was like

"made any eye contact anot?"

lol!!!

obviously not..shy la

=^.^=

moving on..

mng is crazy when its on sale

the freaking queue is so long

no mood to like try on pants or skirts

bought a vest [finally]

and like this wooly jumper

for Australia

sobs ...

Wanted!!

a black shoulder bag

my eye caught a dark brown bag

from Esprit

but still thinking about it

hmmmm...

Still having that sonavabitch of a headache

Hopefully it's cause my eye power went down

and that my glasses power it too high

But I doubt so la

It would be a miracle if that happened!

Hope the power didn't go up again..

OOO I drove alone again yesterday,

from Volvo back home

and omg, as I was turning out from Volvo,

some kenari Hon-ed me

and it sounded like a motorcycle

and i was panicking

cause i thought i hit a motorcycle

but I didn't see a motorcycle

so i was like,

SHIT

maybe i knocked him over and he's on the ground

but i drove off

but there was no motorcycle

so i guess

the Kenari was just being an ass

-.-

...i think...

and Brickfields was so freaking jam

with all the buses and scary cars weavin in and out

stress stress stress

i was screaming like an idiot in the car

i believe my mum would have done the same

if she was in the car with me

-.-

So ya loh!

thats all

blog soon, with pictures hopefully

Happy Birthday Raj-Bo-Baj

omg omgs!!! when my dad came back from Sabah today, you wouldn't believe what i saw standing on the dining table....

A BOTTLE OF BOMBAY SAPHIRE...GIN!!!!

omg, i want to puke... i swear.. bleagh!!!!! thinking about it makes me sick.. *shudders*...

yeah, thats all :p

s.c.r.e.a.m

2007-12-10T16:44:00.000+08:00

Thats right! i just wanna scream out loud and make sure no one hears me -.-
am in the mood to complain..and i can go on and on and on
lets start with how tired i am
and that the 'shopping' trip today was just plain lousy.. argh
so many frickin ppl man
totally lost the mood to shop
-.-

hopefully tmr will make up for today
the weather is so wrong today
i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed
-.-

noooot gooooood man
and I don't know what to eat for dinner
roooooaaaarrrrrrrrrr like a guinea pig ...
-.-

soooo, updates from the previous post
hmmmmmm...

number 1 : graduation!.. finally graduated with an okok average i guess.. :S congrats to all who graduated =)

number 2 : bar club again on Fri and gin.. omg.. gin.. is the killer.. blargh.. no more for me. I swear off drinking *.*

number 3 : Family reunion.. chinese soup! chinese soup!!

number 4 : days out with the girls, catch up time

number 5 : chui yi's fresh look competition thingie =) she did us proud by being in the top 10! awsomeness man !

Future plans :
number 1 : swimming (hiding away from the sun for me)
number 2 : picnic
number 3 : shopping in KL
number 4 : bar club....agaiiiinnnn???? but its Raj's bday this Fri..lol
number 5 : farewell party.. not for me!
number 6 : catching up time with the girls
number 7 : cooking session
number 8 : must have a slumber party man..
number 9 : i dont know man.. shop for the 3 year trip -.-

So yar... a lot of things to do before i head of to the land below the wind, aka Sabah (for those who dont know!) sob.. time is so limited man.. :S and I miss my grandma in Sabah..

randomnesssssssss, i love

OOOOOOO.. i drove alone today ... =D from my house to the Volvo place..sooo scary, i couldn't even sing while driving.. was ber-concentrating on the road.. scary motorcyclists...tsk tsk .. like the wise drivers always say 'cari mati'.. :S

Pictures from grad and other random shit that i simply adore..

ok.. no random shit pictures.. it was all just grad pictures.. oh well =)

love all the icpu-ians ~

dear al, Hope your ankle's all better now! miss you like ants miss sugar~~

Bar Club

2007-12-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

bar club

wow.

all let loose

to the max.

its been a while

can't blame us.

all in the name

of fun.

Thanks to

- Sam and Juju for being there & looking out for me. Love you both.

- The guys who took care of us girls, and sent us home

- The girls, for making it an awsome night

Sorry if

- I came across loud and annoying *i couldn't hear my own voice.. -.-*

- I stepped on anyone's toe while dancing :P

- I pulled on anybody to balance myself when standing

Dad, thank you for waking up every other hour to check if my friends and I came home

To you, I did not smirk or roll my eyes. I smiled, or at least I attempted a smile. I actually did not know what to do then..so yea, in my mind, I thought I was smiling at you..That was what I wanted to do..to smile.. but You thought otherwise..

Other than that, it was a good night.. =)

When all I needed was a picture..

2007-11-30T15:04:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel

very stupid

I'm glad

i deleted the post

argh

-.-

Tonight

All I wanna do is have some fun

I got a feeling Im not the only one

All I wanna do is have some fun

Until the sun comes up over santa monica boulevard

[Sheryl Crow - All I want to do]

The end.. :)

2007-11-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

Finally, exams are over.. which means college is over!! Like, for real. It's really over.. well, unless I get a call from the college telling me I can't graduate on the 6th of December ..then I'd have to do another semester..which means going back to college in Jan. -.- Now we all don't want that to happen right? So.. hopefully I won't get that call.. and hopefully I'll graduate with an okok average..okok enough for me to enter the Uni I am planning to go to.

Anyway, I ended my exam week with the Economics paper.. oh boy was it a tough one. =/ yeah..then we went to AC to eat and foos for a while..then Al and I went to pick Mel up from her house. We nearly got the wrong house :P ahaha

Then headed to Al's place and took a cab to the Kelana Jaya LRT station then to Kl Sentral, cross over and took the Monorail to Imbi. It was a looong tiring journey. got on the wrong train like twice!! ahaha :P

Then we went to Sg Wang, walked around and got some cheap wearable stuff there. Sg Wang is huge -.- yeah, then we walked in KL for a bit, and headed to Pavillion. =) it's magical, once again. This time I walked around Pav.. :p looking for Aldo, where Juju works and saw her after a long time. Needed a good hug then. Miss that woman...

Yeah, then we headed back to my place, chilled and ate dinner there and the girls left. One helluva day which i enjoyed a lot. Should do it again =)

Today went to MV with my mum to supposedly go shopping. lol. Wanted to look for a coat/formal jacket. Went to like Padini, Seed, G2000 and saw NONE that looked ok on me. they all looked so ... bulky =/ anyway, i took my mum to go watch a movie. ahahah =P it's like the first time my mum and I have ever done that. =P she hates going to the movies, but one day she was like "oo i wouldn't mind watching Enchanted in the cinema" so i was like.. ok la, we go watch today :P pretty ok show. I love the squirrel. ahaha Oh, there was a frog in front of my house :P

After the movie, thought we'd get some shopping done. Ended up going to Eclipse and getting a pair each. OOO i love my new heels =) =) =) =) we were supposed to go get a Cheongsam for me...buuutttt.. didnt =P too tired =P so we went home. lol

another tiring day for me.. I shall lie in tmr and have a good 18 hours sleep.. i need it -.-

I think pink and grey totally ngam..my future house and cat is going to be that colour -.-

2007-11-27T15:27:00.000+08:00

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize,

it's too lateI said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

(But that's nothing new)

Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue

And you say

Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,

But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize,

it's too lateI said it's too late to apologize,

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground...

Apologize - Timbaland feat One Republic

**I know its an old song, but its still awsome

Split Second..

2007-11-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

Today was our first day of exams !!

Calculus and International Business man

ooo man, the day started in a scary way

I thought that if i took the bus I'd reach college by 7.30 and have time to study till 9am

well, i thought that my Calculus exam was at 9

when actually it wasnt!!!!

Kenny told my friend and I that it starts at 8..

and yeah, he was right

and you can never guess how panicked i was..

oo well, so yeah, just sat for the exam at 8

and sat for IB at 3

A very very tiring day it was..

and quite a sad one too..

but whatever la..

Anyway, i drove home today..

even though i was actually very very sleepy..

while driving on the NPE

i realized i was actually dozing off slowly

and the car was swerving a bit..

so I had to perk up

then.. as i was nearing Bangsar,

i kinda blanked out for a bit,

was like in my own world

thinking..

next thing i knew

i was heading for the divider that jutted out of no where

the way my mum screamed

was just..

i dont know, scary..

my heart just fell..

and i was really scared

it felt awful..

luckily, i managed to avoid the divider in time..

Up to now im still scared over what happened..

I don't know what actually happened

or what i was thinking

Don't wanna be in that situation anymore

Anyway, one more paper to go

and college is done

hopefully, I'll do well..

*You make me sad

It's not the end, It's just the beginning...

2007-11-23T15:17:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it! Yesterday was our last day in college, as in last day for actual classes and regular time tables. The semester has finally come to an end. It is already the end of the year. And it felt like yesterday we were complaining about how long more we had in college. and now.. it's over. Well, not really over la, considering we still have to go to college to sit for our finals next week, but.. it ain't the same. =S

SobbadeeSob

But i was quite hyper la yday, didn't want it to be a depressing day.. but i was like so freaking tired otw home and slept in the busssssssss..and nearly accidentally stuck my toe in Zhi's mouth/nose hole. Sorry Zhi =/ even i was shocked.. lol

Lemme state what i'm gonna miss :

+ waking up early to go to college.. a little bit la =P

+ driving to Mc'd'z [pick up point]

+ sleeping in the bus

+ having to grumble about the rainy mornings

+ sharing my pink umbrella with kawans

+ tuna twist

+ Chris making me bang into something

+ Cheryl's loud morning call =)

+ Mac Centre-ing

+ walking up 4 fricking flights of stairs *hope it went to good use

+ the lecturers

+ msging in class

+ dozing off in class

+ feeling nervous having to answer a question in class

+ going into MPH toilet

+ swearing because the MPH toilet was closed/the cleaning lady slamming the door in ur face

+ the busy corridors

+ hugging and kissing friends in the middle of the stairs/corridors

+ making a hell lot of noise

+ being late for mr M's class

+ standing at the back of mr M's class for being late

+ AC [Asia Cafe]

+ the food, even though its expensive, and the fried rice gave Al and I food poisoning =(

+ Foosball

+ Being Yee Keong's experimental guinea pig

+ Card playing with Al and Mel and everyone else

+ Gossiping

+ Meeting Fimy Khoo and Claire on D floor or C floor

+ Bumping into WMS friends

+ our horny talks on the bus otw home

+ all the funny-ass crap we talk about

+ waiting for people at the bottom of the stairs to go for lunch

+ 1.oopm -------> LUNCH

+ LAN class

+ practical jokes

+ Monday blue's but having ur friends change it into Monday woohoo's

+ carrying that big blue heavy calculus book

+ rushing assignments

+ Mc'Dz in Subang

+ Subang

+ Pool

+ repetition of the same songs in Ac

+ my ding ding shots [foosball]

+ other people's PANG shots [foosball]

+ buying reload

+ Cam whoring

+ My friends..all of them..

....the list goes on, and I'll add on =)

as of now, exam time!!!!! so, back to the books -.- ...

a few pictures first of course =)

The Week

2007-11-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

omg =P i just deleted an entire post... by clicking ... oh, i forgot what i clicked.. but oh well :P I'll start again, by saying, Holy Mama was by fav word back in primary school. I mean, you gotta say it the Diva style way =P lol!!!

anyway, am i glad it's a Satuday!! It was The most Hectic-ness of the week since a gedongdong long time. lol so, woohhooo!! but boohoo cause it's nearing our finals. But woohoo cause then we're done with college ! but that's a boohoo too, cause... well.. college is over!!!! .. :S so im in a state of confusion at the mo. =S ...i wish my English was bombastic -.-

oh well!!! It was a good Friday night =) Samantha and I planned a surprise birthday for Julia and it went well =) though our plan kinda backfired =P cause Sam and Ju were behind us when we wanted to surprise em =P ahaha, but oh well, juju said she was, and i qoute "over-whelmed" =) hope you enjoyed your night juz =)

*Thank you all for coming =)

and i finally stepped into Pavillion. and omgosh..its awsome, magical! Ooooo the jaguar car in front is the BOMB. and KL at night is... sooooo pretty. I don't wanna leave KL =( Sob... oh well, can't wait till the exams are over and we can all explore KL bit by bit. =P

picturessssssssssss =)

my HEART fell from a TAAAAALLLL coconut tree..

2007-11-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

Yes it did !!! my heart literally fell from where it was placed all the way to my little toe with the mole on it. -.- i swear!!! i almost lost my blog! omg omg omg...fuck fuck fuck..

HOW?..and WHY?

because i was playing around with the template thingie..and suddenly everything in the HTML *Wth does that stand for????* disappeared!! and i tried to log in to my blog and it said what it usually says when u can't enter a website. ooooooo i was sweating.. i swear.. it was a terrible feeling..i thought it was gone...forever !!!!!! ..**sweat

BUT..

but its not. thank goodness *phew*.. my comp was laggy so i let it chill for a while, and tried again.. ahhhh.. i saw my green monster.. my blog i mean.. oo i got message from Facebook. lol and it said, Adam wrote on ur wall. lol !!! I miss that papadam! ok, back to 'work' and blog skin browsing..

i want to try and be someone i thought i'd never be, someone i couldn't imagine myself as, someone who really isn't me..

why not?

afterall, i'm still trying to find out who i really am, the real me..

no harm in exploring a little bit..

stop me when I can't stop myself..

clsl

History..sort of repeats itself

2007-11-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

i was reading my old blog

the one in Friendster

and I'm disappointed

to say that now,

i feel like how i did then,

i broke my own promise

i made to

myself

Does that show

i'm weak?

i guess to me

it does

But,

it's as though i kept it all in

till last night,

it's been a while,

probably because

i was keeping my promise

to myself

haven't really progressed

have i?

feel stupid now

because i was so confident

i was progressing,

it's like i was fooling

myself

made myself think

everything was ok

when it wasn't

when i was really

longing for it to be ok

i was pretending

so much so

i couldn't control it anymore,

ended up hurting

myself

pretty dumb eh?

guess history does repeat itself

or maybe,

i just repeat my dumb mistakes

myself

Takamine

2007-11-09T18:45:00.000+08:00

My Takamine

Few weeks ago, I dreamnt I was playing my guitar. But didn't do it. Last night however, I dreamnt I was playing it again. So after lunch, I cut my nails like really short (big mistake) and played my guitar, after a long time. I don't really know how to play it, as I only went for 3 lessons..4 months ago -.-

Wanted to try "more than words". Would be easy for other guitar players, but it was a challenge for me. I finally got the beginning right, as in the rhythm and stuff, after a long time. -.- Doesn't come that easily though, my fingers are hurting a lot now..but it was worth it. I'd rather feel more of this pain than the one I felt before playing my guitar..

Anyway, I spent my day in my room.. which was really cold, but I felt hot. So I thought I was having a fever (even though you're supposed to feel cold when having fever...) My mum said I had a slight fever, my dad said I didnt -.- So now i dont know, my neck still feels hot though..probably lack of sleep..

At least I accomplished something today..my guitar playing. Guess dreams do try and tell you something..not all dreams though..Going back to my guitar now..

clsl

Middle of the week..

2007-11-08T16:14:00.000+08:00

It was a gooood night,
celebrating Al's pre-birthday
in The Apartment
n then Laundry bar
(7.11.07)

Followed Al and Mel back from college
went to Bangsar
dropped by home to get ready
and hopped back in the car to Al's house
Got ready in time
went to the Curve
=)

Ate Chicken in the Bag
the weird mushroom dish
yummmmmy

=)

Then headed to Laundry Bar,
enjoyed the old school
boogaloo music ----> hip hop
drank
danced
camwhored
and had a good time
till 1.am

Happy Early Birthday Alina Lim
hope you had
and awsome
orgasm time
=)

I will try not to bother anymore
I will try not to worry anymore

I will try not to think about it anymore

I will try not to cry over it anymore

I will try not to get hurt by it anymore

I will try to pick myself up from where i fell down.

All this i will try, my very best..

so should you...

The Smiles

2007-11-04T15:03:00.000+08:00

What a day!! Today we (Cheryl, Melody, Zhi, Arieff, Caryn and I) went for the Terry Fox Run in Lake Gardens. Caryn and Zhi took part in the running event, while Mel, Cheryl, Rieff and I volunteered to help out in the event. We bought the t-shirts..charity =D I'm going to wear it when i jog..which won't be so soon =P lol

Anyway, it was so fun. Despite the hot sun and the mosquitoes.. it was a good day. We gave out water bottles to the runners/walkers/bicycle-ers/pram-pushers/strollers.. and you know what.. most of them were smiling. It's amazing how they are tired from running, but can actually smile. There were soooo many people.. the flow was like never ending..but it was awsome. The crowd.. the place.. everything was awsome. I think now, Cheryl, Mel, Arieff and I have totally tonned arms after having to stand there holding out water bottles. =P lol

And omg.. the kids were soooo cute!! they were all so semangat-ed to run.. was a good family day la basically. Oh, and Malaysians aren't as rude as people say we are. Most of the runners were Malaysians (duh!) and they said their thank you's and pleases' ... like when we wanted to give them water, they said "thank you, we already have" or like " no thank you " and the best part was, they smiled... We aren't so bad !!!! -.- lol

Oh, and like the Canadian embassy people were there, and there were lots of white people. and they were really nice . lol and oh !!! I ate a banana. ahahaha Mel and I, who usually don't eat fruits, actually ate a banana. And it was big and yellow !!! lol ..

Sooooo hmmm.. yeah thats about the Terry Fox Run :p ended around 12-ish 1. Then we headed to bangsar to have lunch and walk around. lol. Ah ! Cheryl told me about the facebook texas hold 'em game on facebook and i was playing it for like the past hour. =P haven't even finished my assignment!!!! o.O think i better get started !!! .. arrrrrggghhhhhhhh... tc =)

clsl

p.s : Lake Gardens is so pretty in the morning.. anyone wanna wake up and teman me jog early in the morning after college is done ? =P We can have a picnic afterwards and paddle in the man-made river/lake =P Let me know =D

When the flowers are the same..

2007-11-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

Texas Hold 'Em peeps =D

I learned how to play texas hold 'em yesterday from Al and Yee Keong ! ahaha.. in Ac, during break. lol. And its so fun.. ahaha especially if you play with money. But we played small la.. started off with 1 cents.. lol ..then increase to ten cents. And we ended there cause we were late for class >.<

But it was all good =P We were supposed to play again today during break but increasing the bet to like 1 buck. But they all played with their accessories.. as in, earings, necklaces, shoes... etc. U get me =p

Anyway...its Friday..and I managed to get my C-Box (Chatbox) lol...so leave a comment there!!! =P My blog actually looks like a blog now..a simple one :p aaaaaahh so excited, i dont know why =P

Some random thoughts :

1) Tenaga Nasional has a small 50 year blinking sign on top of their huge building..looks weird

2) I'm hungry

3) I can't spin straight!!

4) I missed Grey's Anatomy on TV -.-

5) I stayed up till 12 last night =P

6) Gonna sleep with wet hair soon

7) My aircond is cold

clsl

Lips..

2007-10-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

the angels are losing sleep
there are too many people calling for them
stop killing the innoncent

please...

pictures from zouk night yea?

KLCC HO LENG AH...

Below : Daphne Iking in Red =)

our top 5 finalist - Rufimy Khoo =)
Very proud of you girl,
you did well!!

( Sorry ah, picture senget =P )

#P.S. : You have stolen my heart...

Randomness In Me

2007-10-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

1. I hate ants

2. Doing housework for the past 3 weeks has made me stronger -.-

3. I hate ants

4. I like soyabean.. the drink

5. I love my baby spike

6. Theres a test tmr... after college...bleagh

7. I like crossword puzzles

8. My mum's shampoo smells nice

9. Hate it when i have no credit.. feel so alone and lonely

10. some guys can be bitches at times

11. I hate ants

12. Text messaging and chatting online can be sooo confusing.. leads to misunderstanding

13. bipolar

14. Britney Spears's song entitled "sometimes" is playing in my head

15. don't like it when we argue over shit ass small things

16. My lips are cracking

17. I dreamnt last night, i was playing my guitar

18. So I cut my nails today

19. But i played the piano instead -.-

20. I hate ants

21. Spike is a fussy eater -.-

22. Ran out of babbles to type out

goodnight

clsl

Anti Fried Rice -.-

2007-10-25T20:16:00.000+08:00

Food poisoning

eeeeewwww

and owww

How?

Chicken Fried Rice

in AC

When?

Today

Who?

Alina and I

poor victims =(

afternoon of puking

and feeling like shit

so tired now

puking takes a lot

of energy

-.-

bleagh

I heard someone found

a stapler in the fried rice once

then someone told me

the fried rice man

can be quite dirty

as in

hygiene wise

-.-

eating porridge now

sob

Scared to eat in Ac now man

aaaaaaahhhhh

vote for Rufimy

http://www.purezone.com.my/

support Rufimy

Zouk, KL

26th October 2007

this Friday

tmr, at 6pm onwards

^.^

puppy love, baby crushes

2007-10-24T19:29:00.000+08:00

? and ?

sitting on a tree

k-i-s-s-i-n-g

first comes love

second comes marriage

third comes a baby

in a baby carriage

Remember those days

when we used to have like puppy crushes

and tease each other

about who liking who

and the guys would be like

eeeewwww

but inside they would be like

woaaaahh

lol

I had a crush on this guy in primary school

and at that time

he was like the cutest guy ever,

that was in standard 4,

my friends and I made sure

we all had like someone we liked

and guess what

i crushed hard

ahaha

I wrote him a letter

'expressing' how I felt about him

asking if i could be his friend

he was 2 years older than me

and i was a chicken

I wrote the letter

but didn't dare give it to him

instead, my friend passed it to him

while he was having class

and the teacher took the letter

and read it

and i doubt it ever got to him

ever since then

the teacher kept on

giving me weird looks

-.-

I was so embarrassed

but i got over it

I didn't like the teacher anyway

lol

In standard 2

I called this guy my friends and I thought was cute

I called

and asked

can i be your friend

and i forgot what he said

He was our crush till he left school

He was a year older

I saw him in Nirwanas that day

muffinboy

his nickname

(i think)

lol

I miss those days when we use to tease each other

when feelings were just feelings

when it didn't really affect you

Sure, I cried

when i told a guy i liked him

but he told me he liked someone else

I got over it

lol

Wish it could be as carefree as that

Wish we didn't have to take it all seriously

Wish I didn't have

to be affected

by little things

I miss those name calling times

the catching game

the water fight using water bottles

and mirinda orange

-.-

the scrunchee pulling spree

the 'break time' at the stairs

the innocence

clsl

When the Fish don't Come -.-

2007-10-15T16:01:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Hari Raya!
Aaah, i forgot my username and password when i wanted to log in earlier =P So Dumb...then i clicked on the "forgot password" link and i got it =P

Anywayyyyy.. i went fishing yesterday with my dad, uncle and my dad's friends!! Had to wake
up at freaking 5.15.. 5.13 to be precise.. and how was i woken up??!! By annoying rattling noises on my door.. and i panicked and my brain was trying to figure out why i had to wake up soooo damn early.. thought i was like late for college or something.. then my dad spoke.. and i was like ... "oh.. right..fishing"

Don't take me the wrong way, i enjoy fishing.. i just don't like waking up freaking early -.- Sooooooo.. we travelled all the way to Jelebu, located in Negeri Sembilan i suppose bleagh, the road was super snakey, i dozed off the whole journey through

We arrived and had like a tour around my dad's friend's land, and apparently the guy spent like every weekend in the past 10 years doing the place up. It's amazing how hard he worked and determined he was in making sure everything was good. And we fished.. and my dad and I paddled a boat. yeah, you'll see the pics below..i didn't bring my cam , so my hp had to do the job !!

Did you know, if you crush a tongkat ali leaf, it won't break or tear as easily as other leaves. As in, it ain't so fragile. It's strong...hmmmmmmmm....*mind working

Part of the pond we fished in

Cute pup - one black eye, one black ear :P

Backyard
Them men fishing
Spot the boat...
Yet another man made fountain and pond

Dogs in holes; to keep cool

Tongkat Ali Tree

Miniture PineApples
Some poisonous plant
The Sign says KTM Mid Valley
Fish

clsl

the finger

2007-10-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

Telling me to go

But hands beg me to stay

Your lips say that you love

Your eyes say that you hate

Theres truth in your lies

Doubt in your faith

What you build you lay to waste

Theres truth in your lies

Doubt in your faith

All I've gots what you didn't take

So I, I wont be the one

Be the one to leave this in pieces

And you, you will be alone

Alone with all your secrets and regrets

Dont lie

You promise me the sky

Then toss me like a stone

You wrap me in your arms

And chill me to the bone

Theres truth in your lies

Doubt in your faith

All I've gots what you didn't take

So I, I wont be the one

Be the one to leave this in pieces

And you, you will be alone

Alone with all your secrets and regrets

Dont lie